.jpg) .jpg) 2dae is lyk gt alot happened arh....deres alot of ups and downs....n im lyk having moods swings coz sumtyms im hyper,sumtyms sad n sumtyms mad....diz is wad happen 2dae... at first...i get 2 come school with home clothes...yay!!....but was a little late arh....den cannot do sound check....dat 1 nvm lah...den we move on....while i was in da music room....i felt nervous lyk hell man...after a few mins...its our turn 2 do sound check a little 4 our performance coz we r da first group 2 perform 4 hildan superband...den we took some pictures with the whole band...den its our turn...at dat tym i soo feel lyk im goin 2 vomit anytym n i felt feverish and all...but i noe deres goin 2 be alot of ppl cheering me...as soon as da curtains open...ppl start 2 cheer 4 our band...it made my hair at da back of my neck stand sia...da best part of da performance is my solo sia...i came upfront 2 do my solo...it was a damn good feeling....but at last...we get concilation...dunnoe why man...everybody was expecting a win frm us man....den the stupid moley tay chi bai huat go say dat i cannot wear make up...i was lyk wtf!!!stage performance nid make sia...den i didnt do anything arh...i juz go out stage arh.... den after dat...after putting my guitar at home with mus...we went 2 interchange 2 mit da rest...dat tym aisyah wasnt there coz she went out with dat ugly shitty guy...jansher....at first i was lyk damn pissed off lah coz she nvr even say anything 2 me when she left da school with jansher...den i was lyk saying 2 myself "calm down zul....small matter only..."den i was lyk joking around with the other girls arh...we made the bus lyk ours man...we sing songs...dance 2 some reggae songs and all lah....but in my heart...i noe dat i wont have da mood coz aisyah is with jansher at dat tym....den we went 2 ayu mom's shop 2 eat...it was damn nice...i ate chicken rice 4 2 dollars....get discount arh...haha....i thought we get 2 eat free or smth...haha....den we moved on 2 take da train 2 city hall....when we reached city hall....it was damn fun lah coz we were lyk joking around as we made our way 2 marina square 2 bowl...at dat freaking tym....when we reached da leisure centre at da top level of marina square...aisyah came with dat freaking jansher...at dat tym,everyone looked at me....i was damn furious arh...i staight away have no mood 2 do anything....den me n mus n ain hamid decide 2 play pool lah coz i dun have da mood 2 bowl n i wanna get as far away frm aisyah n jansher coz i scared i will make myself furious more n more....den they follow us...i was lyk saying 2 myself "tahan zul,tahan!!!"...den they went out n i dunoe where da hell they went...coz i dun give a shit already at dat tym....den we played pool lah...i get my momentum already...den aisyah came back,holding hands with jansher...i saw it...den aisyah lyk let go when they came inside da pool place...den i straight away told mus dat i goin 2 see da gurls bowl arh....den i went 2 da girls area and sat there 4 awhile....i was about 2 cry arh but luckily elyana comfort me a little....den i was ok already...den i tried 2 play pool arh n ignore them...i cant even shoot the cue ball rite....den i went 2 da toilet 2 get myself 2gether...i punch da walls 2 let go of my anger....den jansher finally went off....me n mus went 2 pay 4 da pool lah...which cost lyk 12 dollars...me n mus split....den when we went out....aisyah grabbed my hand n pulled me 2 one side n confronted me....she said"zul,y u lyk giving me faces...."Den i was lyk i juz made some excuse lah n said dat i was tired n all...but she didnt buy it....den after a couple of minutes i koled her n told her dat im sry dat i made fuck faces arh 2 her n den i juz made an excuse dat my mum scold me coz i nvr go home b4 6 n i went home at nite and all....den we hugged each other n i whispered 2 her dat i wont get mad at u soo easily lah.....unless u really do sumthing dat i told u not 2 do lah...den she was lyk oh ok.... den me n her took some pictures n den we went 2 esplanade 2 slack 4 awhile....over dere...we took some pictures again....i have lots of pictures in my fone man....den we left 2 go 2 city hall 2 mit dan and rahman and all....den we went back 2 da eastlink mall....me n mus bought 4 hidayah slipperrs coz her shoes was torn...haha...soo cute...she had 2 walk barefooted....after dat we went back 2 esplanade...we bought hagen daz(i 4get how 2 spell arh dat ice cream place)....coz me n mus found some vouchers in school...we bought a tub dat is mix with 2 flavours(belgium chocolate n cookies n cream).....we ate da ice cream outside of esplanade where we slacked 4 a long tym....after much slacking....we walked around 2 padang area...while walking...aisyah suddenly did smth dat made me soo freaking mad....she asked sharifah 4 a puff of sharifah's cigarette...b4 she had dat puff,i told aisyah dun do it....but she did it...den at dat point i was soo mad till i have no words 2 say....i just walked fast n be away frm aisyah coz at dat tym im soo mad at her till i almost dun wanna speak 2 her...but bcoz of my heart...i waited 4 her 2 apologize coz she noes she's in da wrong coz i told her dat if she loves me,she wont smoke ever again and she promised me...den after she took dat puff...mus was talked 2 her after i left her there with sharifah n mus....mus said diz 2 aisyah..."aisyah,u noe zul dun lyk 4 u 2 smoke rite,den y u smoke....he really cares 4 u,u noe..."Den mus told her 2 tok 2 me.....den aisyah straight away came 2 me n hold my hands n said sorry lyk alot of tyms...i juz kept dat angry face but still hold her hands...she said to me at dat tym dat she wont do it again,kk....den i said 2 her dat dats wad she told me last tym...n see wad happens now...den she was lyk plz forgive her n she promise not 2 smoke even 1 puff....den i juz kept quite coz wad she did really hurts me deeply....den she kept saying sry n told me 2 chill but den after a few minutes she blast off saying dat "wad sey zul...angry at me over smth small..."Den i was lyk dat wasnt small 4 me...u broke my promise n its as simple as dat...den i told her 2 calm down n den i will calm down....den i 4give her...den we hold hands....till we reached a road....den fireworks start 2 blow up in da sky....aisyah was shouting all da way coz she said she was scared n she was hiding behind me all throughout the hold showcase of fireworks....it was really cute....my heart cant stay mad at her coz i really luv her....den we took bus 10 to tampines where i sat with aisyah n tok 2 her about almost everything....jansher and all....den suddenly,diz nigerian guy came n tok 2 me....i was lyk wth is diz guy trying 2 do...den i juz accompany his conversation.....i kept toking 2 aisyah coz i dun wan 2 tok 2 dat guy...i would rather prefer toking 2 aisyah den dat guy rite....haha....den after dats all over...i had 2 go down 2 da bus coz its my stop where me n aisyah n all da fun things happening n all those ups n downs i had with her came 2 an end...and coninued da day with my family.... i think diz is da longest post,i've ever written....haha.... |
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